bad trip ang yahoo
February 7th, 2007 by j0yel-jcyann-j0annefinally!!!!
naka attach at naka-send na rin ako. as in finally!!!
walang kwenta dsl sa ofis di maka attach bad trip…
one down four more to go…
right time
December 4th, 2006 by j0yel-jcyann-j0anneAnG PaGmaMahaL duMadaTinG sa TaManG oRas At TamaNg paGkaKataOn. .MinsaN
SiniSiSi Pa NatiN anG saRiLi NaTin KuNg
BaKiT
NgaYon Mo LaNg NaLamaNg MahaL Mo
Sya..
KunG aLam Mo LaNg…
NgaYon Mo LanG Yon NaLaMan Kasi EtO
YunG TiNataWag Na "TAMANG PANAHON"..
So We ThiNk Of LoVe As a PasT TimE..FLinG
At TrIp LaNg..YunG MaHaL Nya NgayOn..BuKas
HiNdi Na…BoYfriENd Nya NgaYon Pero
TaNggaP Nya Na IsaNg aRaw TaTawaGin
Nya din Yung "EX"..
MataGal Nga,,inaAboT pa Ng taOn pErO
ILaNg taoN??1? 2? 3? Tapos PaG
nagKakaSawaAn na
NagAAyaWaN Na At MaY iBa NamaN Na
NagTataGal LanG ng TaoN daHiL
naNghihiNayaNg sa PinagsamaHan. ..
BaTa Pa MasYado aNg
ganoNg magmahaL…
MaY iBa NaMaN Na MasYadOng SeryoSo At
SenSiTiBo Pag DatIng Sa baGay Na yAn..
YuNg TipO Ng TaoNg haNdaNg iRisK AnG laHat..
MagBigaY.. MagParaYa.. PaRaLaNg DoN sa
TaoNg maHaL Nya.. MerOn PaNg Iba DyaN
NaPiniPigiLaN YunG naRaRaMdaMaN Nya KasI
HigH ScHoOL PaLaNg O Di Kaya TeEnAgER
PaLaNg, GuSto Nya KasIng MaGiNg siLa
NuNg taOng Yon Sa paNahoNg seryosoHan
Na..YunG
SiGuraDo Na Sya Na Yung TaoNg Yon Nga
ang >GuSto NyanG makaSama PaNghaBanG
BuhaY..KumBaga "TAMANG PANAHON"..
ThErE’s This QuOTaTioN SaYinG:
"i dont care how many lips u’vE kisd….
i dont care how many women u’ve embraced
i dont care how many ladies heard u say u
love dem….ol i care is d future…
not to be u’r FIRST but to be u’r LAST"..
MaSaRap MagmaHaL nG TaOng MahAL ka
Din..YunG feELiNg Nyo SouLmaTe Kayo..
KAYA KUNG PARA SAYO TALAGA
SIYA..ILANG
TAON MAN KAYO DI MAGKITA.. IL ANG TAO
MAN ANG MAHALIN NIYA.. GAANO MAN SIYA
KALAYO O MARAMI MANG HADLANG..
MAGKIKITA PA RIN KAYO KUNG TALAGANG
PARA KAYO SA ISA’T ISA…
pAg-iBiG???. …
HinDi HinahaNap Yan..Kusa yAnG
duMaRaTinG sa "TAMANG PANAHON"..
November 3rd, 2006 by j0yel-jcyann-j0anne
la la la la la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la
sing, sing a song
make it simple
to last your whole life long
dont worry that its not good enough
for anyone else to hear
just SING!!! sing a song!!!
hehehe
october 25
October 25th, 2006 by j0yel-jcyann-j0annei cant believe, that it’s already been a month.
hay naku, parang kelan lng nung ang drama drama ko pa, i remember i cried the day before the 25th of september because i was so down, my emotions were totally out of my control, i was so so very emotional…
hehehe and what was the reason behind that emotional turmoil i felt?
it was quite complex actually, that time i was totally stressed out due to my work ( and all the things that relate to my work harharhar ), my studies, and as in i was not able to go home for about a month or more than a month na ata un, i totally missed my folks so un i was highly emotional and totally downcast…
i was at a very low point emotionally nun. i was on the verge na of crying talaga hapon pa lang, nasa work pa lang ako nun pero halos makaiyak na ako sa sobrang pagod, physically, mentally and emotionally. then, out of the blue, a friend texted me asking me how i was. i told him i was fine. pero mejo hindi xa naniwala, at mejo makulit xa kept on telling me that he felt something was not right, na mabigat daw pakiramdam nya bowt me, kaya ayun d conversation was so serious, he said some words that totally knocked out the dam i was trying to build to keep the tears at bay at ndi ako makaiyak, kaya ayun napaamin nya ako.
at mind you i cried. as in while we (my friend & officemate na si roy, & i) were walking home (KASI ALA NG SASAKYAN AT GABI NA!) i was crying. and my friend was not even aware that i was crying. he kept on talking bout stuff, and making jokes, sa sobrang dilim ata hindi na nya napansin na i was crying na. as in i was totally crying.
but talking to that person who texted me gave me relief. gumaan ang pakiramdam ko and im still wondering until now, how he knew that i was not okay that time. we are MILES away. i mean, we are so far apart (geographically speaking)… but it seemed of all the people close to my heart, he was the only one who knew and felt (kind of…) na i was not okay. i dont know if it was just coincidence or something. but i thank God each and everyday for that friend who has truly been a gift to me…
im super emotional na naman ngayon, pero di ako naiiyak, kasi im just so happy and i feel so blessed for having this wonderful wonderful person as my very special friend.
i thank God coz He knew that i needed someone like him in my life and gave me him at the right time, when i needed him the most.
at ngaun nga, one month na ang nakalipas. ang bilis ng panahon. but kahit pa ganun kabilis ung time ok lng, im grateful for all the time that we are able to share with each other although we are far from each other physically…
thank you for your love, thank you for your prayers, thank you for being there when i needed you.
thank you for being you.
musikero, salamat… =)
***hehehe im starting to become very mushy and sentimental, pagbigyan na
lang, minsan ko na lang nga na-papractice ang pagiging hopeless
romantic ko eh… ciao***
nothing to fear
September 25th, 2006 by j0yel-jcyann-j0anneThere’s nothing to fear…you’re as good as the best,
As strong as the mightest too.
You can win in every battle or test;
For there’s no one just like you.
There’s only one you in the world today;
So nobody else, you see,
Can do your work in as fine a way;
You’re the only one there’ll be!
So face the world, and all life is your
To conquer and love and live;
And you’ll find the happiness that endures
In just the measure you give;
There’s nothing too good for you to possess,
Nor heights where you cannot go;
Your power is more than belief or a guess…
It is something you have to know.
There is nothing to fear…you can and you will.
For you are the invincible you.
Set your foot on the highest hill…
There’s nothing you cannot do.
September 23rd, 2006 by j0yel-jcyann-j0anne
It would bring me more joy than any can say
If you would never forget
- not even for a single day -
How wonderful you are…
In my eyes and in my heart.
I’m so often at a loss to find the words
To tell you how much you mean to me.
In my imagination, I compare you with
Things like the sunshine in my mornings,
The most beautiful flowers in the fields, and
The happiness I feel on the best days of all.
You’re like the answer to a special prayer,
And I think God knew
That my world needed
Someone exactly like you.
-=-=-=-=-=-
ganda ng message ng poem… salute to whomever wrote it…
harhar obviously im into mushy stuff again… guess why…
harharhar if you know me you’ll know why…
i miss you all ylemians… kakaiyak huhuhu kasi tagal ko na ndi umuuwi eh… hahahay if only you all knew… how i wish i could say, kaso i dont understand it yet eh… magulo pa lahat… pag naayos na masasabi ko rin…
please add me in your prayer list na lng…
tnx =)
crash and burn
September 19th, 2006 by j0yel-jcyann-j0annewill you catch me if i fall?
im afraid that if i did you wont… youll leave me on the place where i fell and what then? anong napala ko? a broken heart… a broken soul…
nakakatakot magtiwala uli…
nakakatakot, kasi ayoko nang masaktan…
shucks ang drama ko… ang corny…
im afraid…
so very afraid…
coz, i know, i have fallen…
fallen so deep. it is my own doing, yet i cannot will myself to get out of this place where i am in…
i fear that if i dont get out of here soon, this place will soon be filled with tears.. and i will drown… drown in the tears that fell from my own eyes…
Lord God help me cope with all these things…
its only in your arms, that i can truly be at peace…
take my hand dear Father, take my heart too…
September 2nd, 2006 by j0yel-jcyann-j0anne
i remember how it was back then
i was waiting for a love to finally come into my life…
when into my life it came,
i waited for that love to be mine…
the day came, that that love finally belonged to me…
all my prayers have been answered, all my wishes granted…
all of my life,
i have waited for someone like you…
all of my life,
i have longed to be loved the way i am loved by you…
all of my life,
i have waited for this dream to come true…
with all of my heart i cherish you…
with all of my heart i adore you…
my heart and my soul,
all of me, i give to you…
on this day,
everything shall fall
to where it should be…
all the missing pieces have been found
into a whole, to be bound…
coz all of my life
i have waited for this…
all of my life,
i have waited for you…
and on this day,
we would finally say,
"forever, i do…"
September 2nd, 2006 by j0yel-jcyann-j0anne
i dunno what’s gotten into me kahapon, how come i wrote a poem. tapos of all the themes i cud choose ay hindi ko pla xa pinili, bigla na lnag na may urge within my mind to write it down, kasal pa man din… maybe because ang lapit na ng kasal ng bosing ko…
anyways… its on the next blog…
July 22nd, 2006 by j0yel-jcyann-j0anne
Where you’re headed is more important than how fast you’re going. Rather than always focusing on what’s urgent, learn to focus on what’s really important.
dati, id say, listen to what your heart says…
hindi na ngaun.
follow ur mind.
do whats right.
sounds so hard to do. parang mas madali na pakinggan mo n lng ung sinasabi ng puso mo no matter what the consequences may be…
pero hindi din eh… mahirap… magulo…
basta ang sigurado ako ngaun.. I will do what is right.
God is cradling me in His arms. His grace and love is enough to strengthen me and make me whole. he taught me to trust in Him, and i shall trust and abide in Him eternally…
